I've crashed
and it's killing me a little bit.
Hollow inside and a bit weak in the joints
I'm sure this too, like the bitter wind, will pass
What did he say?
"Nobody's Wrong, Nobody's right, I'm not in love anymore..."
I've lost a bit of lust with the world
and I feel frail because of it.
There is beauty in it -
That is more than apparent
I just want to have nothing to do with it
And I want you to feel sorry for me because of it.
I'm shallow like that
I make my bad temper known
To enrage your sympathies for me.

I'm kept in the dark about things
And I should make an effort to change that
But I don't want to.
Christ...
I should be out at a boxing match tonight
Screaming like a beast
as people savagely pound each other
Instead,
I am putting on tights
High Heels
and going to have Martini's.