Intention

I'm taking the camera out today. I've fallen out of love with photography - yet again. This upsets me because I know deep down in my heart I love it and I love seeing things through my camera's eye. It's brunch today with the ladies and babies - my baby will be staying home with daddy. It's a nice break he's giving me. I will play photographer with the ladies, knowing the Sea Monkey is in good hands with his dad.

Child starts daycare tomorrow. I'm filled with excitement and apprehension. Part of me is starting to feel guilty about looking forward to the time alone. I will miss the kiddo, I am sure it will be hard, but I'm also going to take the time to get used to me again.

I'm working on myself. It's been a rough few months here and I'm trying to come out on top. The negativity surrounding me was horrible, drowning me deeper and deeper. I'm making changes and I'm working on fixing me. I've started to dissect my negative nature, my anger. I'm exercising on a regular basis, I'm meditating again. Small changes will lead to big changes and I'm looking forward and ahead. Things are improving and they will get better.